Alhamdulillah...after a year...yes after a year! walaupun....mak masih teringat2 mcm baru sat-sat nih branakkan my lil hero...yess a most awaited baby boy in my own family...;p
Pagi-pagi pada tarikh hari ini....kita sesiap posing-posing dulu before ke hospital...coz masa nih memang dah ade liking....as per previous delivery memang my waterbag burst dulu...so dah siap kita trus ke hospital...memang x meriso sangat sebab sebelum dijangka bersalin seminggu earlier my gynea dah bagi MC..so rest at home smbil banyakkan berjalan laa....
jadi lepas dah sesiap kita trus ke hospital...memang gynea bagi date for checkup 38weeks masa nih...so kira memang ngam-ngam ler 38 weeks...so hati berbunga jugak sbb dah turun tanda so means alhamdulillah memang seperti yang dijangka sebab nih dah kali ke-3 kan....
so sampai hospital...gynea trus check, memang waterbag dah burst & bila tengok dah ade bukaan 3cm...so kita proceed ke labour room laa...utk continue with CTG baby so on...masa check nih everything looks like normal...no worries...mak memang lega banyaklah...masa nih seperti biasa baca apa yg patut & sempat lah masa nih sms/wasap close fren bagitau i'm ready for deliver...so just tunggu bukaan seterusnya...
But...kita hanya merancang kan....masa bukaan terusan gynea masukkan ubat induce supaya bukaan jd cepat sket...nih 1st time la rasa sume benda...& bila smpai bukaan around 5-6cm...gynea datang check & try tengok condition baby...masa nih die kata memang dah bleh rasa & nmpak dah kepala baby....memang rasa nak teran dah terus sebab kalo boleh nak kasi keluar cecepat jer...then bila gynea kata cuba tarik napas relax then masa nih reasa sakit yang amat sangat nak keluar dah...tp "heartbit baby" trus drop...tet tet then trus..........teeetttttt......
Gynea trus push baby ke atas semula then rapatkan my kaki & trus tolak ke OT.....fuhhhhh tuhan aje yang tau masa nih....xsempat nak argue apa,...& my gynea trus buat apa yang sepatutnya lah kan......dangggggggg! the things that i never thought & seriously takut sangat sangat.....but kene berserah & redhaaaa je lah....;(
Dalam kepala & pikiran asalkan baby selamat & xde any complication so on...memang xlps seminit pun masa nih mata melepaskan pandangan....memang all in live in my eyes...i can see the gynea pegang segala mala alatan then trus zasssss.......yess bius x smpat nak msuk resap dalam bdn lg...so kira cam kene siang pun ade....sakitnya...subhanallah memang itulah nikmatnya....xsmpai few minit pun bila gynea potong trus tarik baby kuar....memang masa nih menitik air mata...tp x sempat nak tengok coz trus paed take action...sbb masa ni baby x menangis ke apa + gelap jer rupanya..."lebam"..
Memang luruh jantung rasanya masa nih...but i've to calm down & bacalah apapun yang terlintas & zikir macam2 mudah-mudahan everything selamat....masa nih mmg hubs trus ikut paed tengok baby....he left me for a while....walhal sebelum tuh memang die ade bersama all the time....yess kalo Operation yang on schedule memang spouse x boleh masukkan...so nih kira emergency then die dpt peluang masuk trus sama tengok...gulp!
Then while gynea continues her jahit menjahit i still watching her.....memang xtau nak kata spa...mulut memang kelu x kuar any suara...memang x respond apa pun even she try to communicate with me...hmmmm then masa nih hubs datang balik & he just ask me to keep "doa"...gulp! Baby is under monitor & cannot be touch at the moment until the heart is stabil......again....
Memang lagi luluh resah kesah ler.....then bila selesai jahit sume nurse tolak masuk bilik & temaning me....insyaa Allah, everything will goes smooth...
Alhamdulillah after 3hrs monitoring...finally paed bring him to me...legaaaaa, katanya is about time lah sebabnya he got some complication at 1st but turn out alhamdulillah....;p Thankful to Allah coz finally fullfil my "doa"...
He born on 24 Mei 2012 with weight 2.95kg at 12.15am....last year pict ...when the 1st time i hold him with my hand...sob..sob...sob...
And this morning...when i wake up...i open my eyes, i see him smile over me showing his teeth! Thankful to Allah who gave me the greatest joy in my life!
Happy 1st Birthday my one and only SON.... May he continues growth with good health & be a great Khalifah to protect the world! Insyaa Allah
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